I am in that place where I am neither content nor entirely discontent. I do not know where exactly things are headed. I do know what I am not ready for, it doesn’t stop the wanting, but it allows for the waiting.
My life is resonating with the ‘to far gone’ song. I know I am not. But could you reach down and pull me out? I came back to the Isaiah verse tonight.
So could you reach down and take my hand? Because I do not understand where I am going and I would rather go somewhere with you than nowhere with myself. What do you want of me? My all.
Show me please God, where to press on if I don’t know where?
Published May 19, 2005 by Rebecca Matheson
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