This has been stuck in my head all day ever since Shannon started playing it early this morning. Sort of suits my mood. I like the song, but it has the potential to become one that you get VERY tired of. I honestly can’t stand the ‘Beautiful dawn’ aspect (how it starts), but the um, I guess you’d call it ‘chorus’ (haha – so sadly oldschool) is rather um (erm lets use the word appealing again). Hence why I get home and download it (yeh legally) and keep hitting the play button – it’s frustrating me, but strangely addictive. ahha I sound like such a freak.
And no, I’m not in a soppy romantic mood and yes I am using brackets too much.

Beautiful dawn – lights up the shore for me.
There is nothing else in the world,
I’d rather wake up and see (with you).
Beautiful dawn – I’m just chasing time again.
Thought I would die a lonely man, in endless night.
But now I’m high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it’s hard to believe you remember me.

Beautiful dawn – melt with the stars again.
Do you remember the day when my journey began?
Will you remember the end (of time)?
Beautiful dawn – You’re just blowing my mind again.
Thought I was born to endless night, until you shine.
High; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it’s hard to believe you remember me.

Will you be my shoulder when I’m grey and older?
Promise me tomorrow starts with you,
Getting high; running wild among all the stars above.
Sometimes it’s hard to believe you remember me.


I managed to bump into Jess (D) and Jordy (Her friend from tafe) this morning on the train. I was rather surprised as they aren’t usually that early. Jordy was infront of me all the way from Lilydale and I didn’t realise (I have met her before). I was in blissful oblivion perhaps?

Insanely happy this morning – I don’t know why, maybe something to do with yesterday. I was a little reluctant to leave it (this rare euphoria) to talk to them. But seeing Jess was great, had a good talk – as much of one as you can have on a train anyway.

And the strangeness, I get on the train this afternoon and who should appear but Jess and Jordy again. What are the chances of that?!

Another double of the day:

Washed my hair twice in a row this evening. I do it occasionally. I entirely forget (yeh my mind goes even more haywire in strange places like the shower) until I dump the shampoo out. Or I am there doing the ‘Have I, haven’t I?” and usually give up and just do/redo it. I have a terrible memory for some things. Entirely blank.


Worked. Very receptionist type stuff, filing, photocopying, coffee, phones.

I also found out I probably wont have a job there next year, due to Mel coming on full time (we semi jobshare).
I don’t mind too much.
MBO has been a wonderful place to work, I scored a jackpot in it being a ‘first job’.
I confess wont mind the better pay and less travel time I can hopefully find elsewhere.

Dad mentioned that school has a job opening shortly (ie: applications) for a ‘graphics person’ to do newsletters (that really aren’t too bad) and other such things like school magazine. (Hey, guess who did the last one?! – mind you that was just Yr.12) They know me, and I have a very good foot in the door already. It’s 3mins drive from home. I know the people. I like the place (yeah sort of :P). Plenty of creative licence. The idea of it is VERY appealing.

The problem: 2 full days a week (maybe negoitable), and not knowing what’s happening with uni timetabling etc… yet – I don’t have much to go on regarding that.
I’d also have to contest with those with maybe more training than me applying for the job although, that’s less of a problem methinks.

Anyway. We shall see. I’d probably better pray about it. (maybe you could too 🙂

I really don’t want another ‘phoneish’ job. MBO is fairly light on that, but zero in the phone department would be like a ladder down from being stuck on a roof for me.

More later maybe.