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Last Wednesday Stephen Said came to ‘guest speak’ for young adults. We – as I somewhat expected, explored the wider implications of living out our theology – to pin a cliche theme on it: social justice.

As small as my ‘practical application’ for this is, my challenge, my red button of the evening was pushed good and hard. Something I’d been thinking about for a while really.

About 6 months to a year ago I stopped watching the news. Too much, too depressing, too little time. Through the course of the evening’s discussions, I lighted on a curious parallel (but a static one, because in my mind parallels just keep on going forever). I talked to God about compassion a while back. How I wasn’t/aren’t that compassionate a person, which being one of those regretable (but beautiful) asks, hit me a bit hard. Soon thereafter ceased my exploration of current affairs and what’s going on in the world. I didn’t recognise it as anything other than just reclaiming some more time. I’m wondering now if it was ‘other’.

So. It was my intention this week, to get back into watching the news. Downgrade the bifocalisation (there I used it!). My small thing. Watch it, allow myself to recognise, and dare I suggest feel it.

Intentions are good things. Not so good if you don’t follow through on them. I think I’ve watched the news once. I tried to read the paper – but felt really out of it and didn’t have any background to get back into the what was going on. It shouldn’t be hard, but it is. Time is a ridiculous commodity that’s forever getting in the way.

So, engaging with the issues that we should care about in the world – how do you do it?

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“I pray that out of his glorious riches he may strengthen you with power through his Spirit in your inner being, so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith. And I pray that you, being rooted and established in love, may have power, together with all the saints, to grasp how wide and long and high and deep is the love of Christ, and to know this love that surpasses knowledge that you may be filled to the measure of all the fullness of God.” – Ephesians 3:16-19

“This is how we know what love is: Jesus Christ laid down his life for us. And we ought to lay down our lives for our brothers. If anyone has material possessions and sees his brother in need but has no pity on him, how can the love of God be in him? Dear children, let us not love with words or tongue but with actions and in truth. This then is how we know that we belong to the truth, and how we set our hearts at rest in his presence whenever our hearts condemn us. For God is greater than our hearts, and he knows everything.” – 1 John 3:16-20

“You’re throwing your love across
My impossible space
You’ve created me
Take me out of me into
A new way to be human” – Switchfoot lyrics (A New Way to Be Human)

I do not feel well at all. Not in the sense of sickness or tiredness. Simply in the fact that I am far too familiar with living my life out of my head. My relationship with God is much the time not much of a relationship at all. More of a knowing and getting stuck in that and not really understanding it in its fullness. I sometimes get to taste this foreign beautiful realm of feeling. It’s been a very long time. It is curious to see what it takes to crack what feels like a major block in any true authenticity. It takes too much. I am glad of a God who persists .

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Tally-ho, it’s late but this one can be posted now and the other one brewing (that is a post – and expanding in my brain at an ever increasing rate) can wait until tomorrow if there is time.

I am beginning to think that I must look like a very approachable kind of person. Not that this is a bad thing, but when you start attracting those trying to convert you to xyz – it’s a bit of a worry. I guess I’m a ‘safe target’.

So I was sitting having a rather good chai latte while I was waiting for the train (in to uni today to hand in an assignment) and this old lady is dragging her pale green old-lady shopping cart around. I moved my chair slightly to let her pass and she stopped.

“I just have some magazines in my cart”

I gave her a quizzical look while my mind was running through the reasons why she would be telling me that. She pulls out two thin magazines – rather shonkily designed, if I can say so. Very, very Jehovah’s Witness looking publications, by that I mean it said so on the cover.

“I just want to give you these”

Out flew any reason and smart alec responses from my mind and I politely said I didn’t really need them. She persisted.

“I can take them, but I don’t think I’ll be reading them”

“It’d make me happy if you read them”

“Um… I already believe in God (etc…)”

“No, this is different, it’ll be quite different to what you’ve heard before this tells you the right kingdom way. You can just read one a night. ”

“Uh…well… I’ll take them, but I wont be reading them”

I took them out of her hands and said a very aimicable goodbye and as soon as she was out of sight went over and dropped them in the bin.

Afterwards I was sitting thinking through further what was going on in my head at the time – the rather desperate, “Okay, what do I know about JW’s and such” and about how it’s really quite sad that they are so caught up in (hope I’ve got the right ‘religion’ here) earning their salvation. It’s like being part of an impossible footy tipping competition. You never quite get things right. You just have to keep trying and trying.

To steal a quote from Christina’s blog,

“It may take us a lifetime of fishing to realise that there is a figure waiting on our shoreline, waiting for us to recognise who he really is. Waiting for us to turn from ‘earning’ to ‘accepting’. We can choose to look away, humiliated by our inadequacy; we can refuse his identity, preferring to retreat into our own concepts of how God should deal with us; we can bury our hope in activity. But that will never change who he is, what he has done and what he expects of us.” – Geoff Bullock

Frankly, I really like the whole concept of grace. I have definitely been caught up in legalism banter before and played a pretty decent role in probably misconstruing quite a few things down that alley. I am so thankful that my reasons (when I truly consider them) for trying to live my life the way I think God want’s me to live are not based upon earning his favor. They don’t need to be.

“Teach me to do your will, for you are my God; may your good Spirit lead me on level ground.”- Psalm 143:10

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Last year I had a class run by this guy (Mark Sayers) on practical evangelism. I now find out he blogs every so often. Some very interesting stuff about youth related mission.

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I have moved myself out of doors to fully enjoy the first day of Spring. There are several things I should be doing – there always are. I have a washing basket full of books to put up on eBay and there’s that storyboard assignment that’s due on Wednesday.

I could blog about meeting Burkie’s Beth yesterday. It’s definitely worth a mention and it was delightfully funny watching the two interact. It was good catching the Burks again and I really like Beth – if not for the primary reason that she’s shorter than me ;P

The reason that I came back on here, was to mention what we talked about on Wednesday night at Young Adults Small Group thing. Pete Downes made a ‘guest apperance’ comeback and did a mighty fine job of it.

We began with the sweeping generalisation that about 50% would no longer be Christians by the age of 40 and looked at some of the causes. Namely life pressures, spouse choice, career etc. Then at the implementation of ‘usefuls’ that keep us going.

  • Spiritual Mentors
  • Discipline
  • Community
  • Accountability/peers
  • Choice of Christian partner (if this is the avenue you happen to waltz down)

I have heard similar statistics before and as ‘freakish’ as it is, I find it a bit difficult to comprehend. I can’t claim to have done things overly well. I know that how I approach life and God can get sloppy at times and I certainly don’t get everything right but he is pretty well ever-present and whatever difficulty I have in comprehending him only very very rarely gets to the ‘existence’ question. I unfortunately can’t claim never – but am in some ways glad, because doubts, although unpleasant can push you on to something better and make you rationalise and work out more of your faith and why you believe what you do.

Complacency is by far greater the worry. Although I can see myself remaining a Christian I know how easy it is to let things get comfortable, to drop off the self-discipline means of actively seeking God – enjoying God.

A friend of mine, Analise (I hope you don’t mind) wrote this poem,

Unsettle our hearts
Feel challenged
Feel encouraged
Feel like we will never stop
Continue to grow
Continue to learn
In you
About you
Unsettle our hearts
Not get comfortable
Not get lazy
Not get caught up
To go
Live
Breathe
With our all
But
Unsettle our hearts

Revelation 3:14-22 addresses this.
“I know your deeds, that you are neither cold nor hot. I wish you were either one or the other! So, because you are lukewarm—neither hot nor cold—I am about to spit you out of my mouth.” (3:15-16)

It’s an interesting passage. Because of the whole ‘cold is prefferable to lukewarm’ thing. Christianity in a:

  • comfortably numb
  • going through the motions
  • feet in two camps
  • apathetic
  • pious
  • bland

sense is not much use at all. I’m kicking myself now that despite writing a few things down, I skipped over this bit – maybe because the discussion got too interesting. So why is cold is prefferable to lukewarm?

I started a thread a week or so ago in Gush on Rededication and the part it plays in Christianity, with the quote:

“A real barrier preventing Christians from enjoying the rest that Jesus promised is self-effort. Many have been so conditioned to believe that they must, “Do something for God” that they are constantly struggling to do more and more. Many have rededicated self to God again and again. Yet self is what stands in the way of victorious Christian living. As long as we struggle to live the Christian life, Christ is hindered from living it through us.” – Steve McVey

I am always a little skeptical of the whole altar call approach to re-dedication. Perhaps it has to do with my fairly emphatic views on emotional manipulation. I don’t think the issue is so much a re-dedication but a repentance and alignment. Which may or may not be the same thing. It all depends on how you look at it.

I think it’s brilliant that the, stand at the door and knock passage, “Here I am! I stand at the door and knock. If anyone hears my voice and opens the door, I will come in and eat with him, and he with me.” (Rev 3:20)
Is within the context of being directed at Christians. It’s a bit sad that it gets so far removed from this context that we totally disregard it.

I’m a huge fan of this whole passage (Yes, I’m still talking about the Revelation one).

“You say, ‘I am rich; I have acquired wealth and do not need a thing.’ But you do not realize that you are wretched, pitiful, poor, blind and naked. I counsel you to buy from me gold refined in the fire, so you can become rich; and white clothes to wear, so you can cover your shameful nakedness; and salve to put on your eyes, so you can see.” (3:17-18)

There’s a lot more to Christianity than the going through the motions. A life of righteousness is both wonderful and excpetionally daunting. Certainly, God through his Son sees us that way without it we’d be screwed, but there’s still that call to avoid the lukewarm living.

“I am the vine; you are the branches. If a man remains in me and I in him, he will bear much fruit; apart from me you can do nothing. If anyone does not remain in me, he is like a branch that is thrown away and withers; such branches are picked up, thrown into the fire and burned. If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be given you. This is to my Father’s glory, that you bear much fruit, showing yourselves to be my disciples.” (John 15:5-8 read more)

Be unsettled.

And while you’re at it, over on Matt Glover’s blog there’s a post that nice and relevant.
Faith, Perspective and Passion.

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