Whoo hoo this is quite funny in light of being medicated:

“The Sovereign LORD is my strength; he makes my feet like the feet of a deer, he enables me to go on the heights. For the director of music. On my stringed instruments. ”- Habakkuk 3:19”

Dad was nice and went down and got me some of the blue pills (as opposed to the red ones (the only other choice is orange) – sorry Matrix fans). I haven’t taken them yet, but I can assure you I will be definitely doing so.

Amazing Race final tonight. Sad girl. But hey it’s the only TV that I watch. Emily should be amusing to watch if the Hippies don’t win. And the Haigs has a small crew with her this evening cooking something for a school thing – pity, or I’d go make some chocolate cake.

Letter will be posted by tomorrow so ESA and the Police can confirm I’m not a criminal. I didn’t leave the house- so much for the intention of getting it sent off today. Some study happened, but not much, I was pretty out of it. All the Multimedia/Technology acronyms started looking like this:

KLSHEOINEMWOK

and meant about the same.

Here’s to a full blown whatever that requires cold and flu tablets.

Sleep wasn’t happening too well last night.

If I could find the ‘night-time’ ones some of you would be in for unusual msn conversations. Muahhaha. My they’re fun. The day-time ones aren’t.

Codine and the like does REALLY strange things to me.

I currently feel somewhat like my head is detached from my body and I don’t think I’m very able to concentrate. Great for studying. Absoultely fantastic.

On the suggestion of someone tonight I might be looking through the book of Acts the next little while.

This from the end of chapter one – basically saying how they replaced Judas as a leader… Read away:

“20”For,” said Peter, “it is written in the book of Psalms,

” ‘May his place be deserted;
let there be no one to dwell in it,’^[d] and,
” ‘May another take his place of leadership.’^[e] 21Therefore it is necessary to choose one of the men who have been with us the whole time the Lord Jesus went in and out among us, 22beginning from John’s baptism to the time when Jesus was taken up from us. For one of these must become a witness with us of his resurrection.”

23So they proposed two men: Joseph called Barsabbas (also known as Justus) and Matthias. 24Then they prayed, “Lord, you know everyone’s heart. Show us which of these two you have chosen 25to take over this apostolic ministry, which Judas left to go where he belongs.” 26Then they cast lots, and the lot fell to Matthias; so he was added to the eleven apostles.”

To find it mildly ironic in our ‘choice of leadership’ – which was something high on the discussion agenda tonight although Judas is no comparison to anyone much. The disciples prayed and they ended up casting lots.

It just makes them seem a heck of a lot more human.

Sometimes we haven’t a clue.

I don’t think casting lots is really a good way to go about things though – seems a bit erm, divination like?

Who knows 1am theology probably isn’t too good.